All of the sudden, i miss school.
Alot alot alot.
The world outside school is something else.
Far far away from my fairytale and disneyland.
I’ve been feeling alot lately..
trying to understand everything, trying to figure out what i had not know.
My mind was all engaged but my soul feels empty.
The far-reaching future set me into the deepest concern.
I get cold feet everytime something accidentally reminds me that one day in my life, i will be under the earth.
Its very silly of me to feel the unnecessary creeps and asking questions that i know i will never get the answers but i thought this is not the appearance of figment but truth and reality.
Somehow, it became my wake up call.
It helps me to withstand the most unbearable situations or people coz i know getting pissed off wont make me live a day longer.
It also tells me that being genuine all the time will only make you die faster. Sometimes, you just have to fake abit.
Thats why it is a lifelong learning thing.
-cheriish the moments-
9:33 AMSpeaking of which, i was asked to discuss the topic about “beauty” few weeks back. Like how people go to the extent of making themselves look beautiful.
We all know that only a lucky handful of people are born beautiful in this world.
Of course, i admit i m not born beautiful but its not my fault or anybody’s fault and theres nothing i can do about it. Seriously.
All i can do is to make the best out of what i have and if making the best out of what i have still doesnt satisfy some people then that people can go and die. really. HAHAHA.
Definitely, there will be times when i saw eyes on other girls that i desired but i know i gotta face the fact and love myself.
However, i often cheat on my own feelings. hahaha.
I guessed people are tempted by the results of going under the knife but holistically, i think its unnecessary.
People ought to understand the true meaning of beauty.
And people ought to know even if a surgery can change your social status, it will never change who you really are.
BUT i understand in this world, its difficult.
You know what i mean. Especially girls among girls.
Ultimately, everybody will age and the skin sags, the beauty will soon gone, body rots, whats left is a bag of bones.
Its you want people to remember your face or the things you did ;your personality.
Anyway, this topic is endless. Shant talk about it anymore. It is USELESS anyway.
NO BODY WILL SERIOUSLY CARE ABOUT WHAT I SAY.
All i can say is that those more attuned to the things of the soul see no one is ugly,
because they see the image of goodness in everyone reflecting the loveliness of the unique individuality.
-cheriish the moments-
10:19 PM