Cherish the moments

2009-08-15T01:24:00.001+08:00

Assignments and Projects!!!

Gosh there is one which deadline on 17 August...bulan puasa also coming soon...thanx gdness i already habis my puasa will be updating my blog...

DIL BOLE HADIPPA

2009-08-15T01:10:00.003+08:00

WaH...Rani looking better than Kareena Kapoor...she looking great in this movie...will watch this movie one day...

DBSG

2009-08-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

DBSG becoming better and better...Yunho my husband looking great as always including my bro in laws...luv their songs...wishing there is female band who are good like them....

2008-09-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

When you tell me that you love me and accept me
I say to myself confidently that I have nothing else that I need
Although I feel ashamed with my growing greed,
I think about you all day again
and I feel fidgety.
I have a lot of envy (like a child)
I have a lot of fears (like a fool)
I can’t believe that right now you are near me smiling
I’m so happy that it’s so unbearable to me
I fear that when I open my eyes, every thing will disappear
So I can’t fall asleep.

I want to give to you (my every thing)
I want to receive from you (your heart)
Everything that everyone else does, I want to share with you
But because my heart is too hasty and too narrow-minded,
I fear that I might ruin everything
So I grow uneasy.

For making me smile (like a child)
For making me cry (like a fool)
For allowing me to feel this flutter in my heart one more time
For letting me trust you, for being a strength to me
So the first thing I’ll say when I open my eyes
Thanks so much.
For coming to me
For letting me dream
For giving me the present “Us”
I love you

2008-07-22T16:16:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2008-07-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

7July2008 will mark a new journey for me.
A new education ahead.
No turning back as everything has just fallen nicely in place
hopefully everything will go back in place..
went to buy stationery at popular, suddenly feel like dunno what to buy since 3 years only bring laptop to skool...

2008-07-04T23:33:00.005+08:00

Happy 24th Birthday, Akanishi Jin of KAT-TUN!

2008-06-14T05:37:00.002+08:00

13th june 2008

went for sim-rmit orientation for my Bachelor in Business computing with aishah... i had fulfil all these factors in order to graduate;tutorial or lectures,assignments and examinations..miss my old poly where i can slack but i still graduate and gosh had to do assignments...i wun give up still beside its a new process in learning for me...motivate me pls....after finishing the orientation, went out with aishah to amk hub and had fun time...

i need to buy a lot stuffs such as shoes,clothes and bag for my usage mainly for skool and including stationery..wonder for 3 years, i dun even use a single pen..not bragging but thats life in RP, using laptop for all 3 years...thats why luv laptop..

will post timetable for u guys to see if u wan

14th june 2008
my nephew who is muhammad arif is officially born at kk hospital at 2.50 am...he look so fair and active baby...im the only official auntie to him...thats so cool.
will post his pic soon

after watching italy vs romania in euro 2008, went with my family to KK hospital while waiting for my sis in law to give birth..it was fun experience waiting for her..reach home around 5am..my family order mcdonald breakfast and we eat for breakfast...a happy day indeed cause of a newborn kid..i will always pray that everything goes smoothly. amin

2008-05-20T12:44:00.004+08:00

yesterday was public holiday, went out with my family and my grandma, aunts and cousin to swensen at tampines mall, eating main dishes and eating earthquake ice cream. LUV SWENSEN ICE CREAM...once in a while (pout)

my aunts and my grandma give me birthday money for my belated birthday, each give me 50 dollars...my brother n sis in law buy for me a bag...im so touched for it...

will soon post all the pics of the presents...

2008-05-20T12:44:00.001+08:00

When you tell me that you love me and accept me
I say to myself confidently that I have nothing else that I need
Although I feel ashamed with my growing greed,
I think about you all day again
and I feel fidgety.
I have a lot of envy (like a child)
I have a lot of fears (like a fool)
I can't believe that right now you are near me smiling
I'm so happy that it's so unbearable to me
I fear that when I open my eyes, every thing will disappear
So I can't fall asleep.

I want to give to you (my every thing)
I want to receive from you (your heart)
Everything that everyone else does, I want to share with you
But because my heart is too hasty and too narrow-minded,
I fear that I might ruin everything
So I grow uneasy.

For making me smile (like a child)
For making me cry (like a fool)
For allowing me to feel this flutter in my heart one more time
For letting me trust you, for being a strength to me
So the first thing I'll say when I open my eyes
Thanks so much.
For coming to me
For letting me dream
For giving me the present "Us"
I love you

2008-05-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

today is public holiday...eating at johor with my family and relatives. went to jusco and drink starbuck coffee and white coffee with toast bread and buying paparoti and dunkin donuts...dun worri im sharing with others...

2008-04-10T09:33:00.001+08:00

All of the sudden, i miss school.
Alot alot alot.
The world outside school is something else.
Far far away from my fairytale and disneyland.

I’ve been feeling alot lately..
trying to understand everything, trying to figure out what i had not know.
My mind was all engaged but my soul feels empty.

The far-reaching future set me into the deepest concern.
I get cold feet everytime something accidentally reminds me that one day in my life, i will be under the earth.
Its very silly of me to feel the unnecessary creeps and asking questions that i know i will never get the answers but i thought this is not the appearance of figment but truth and reality.
Somehow, it became my wake up call.
It helps me to withstand the most unbearable situations or people coz i know getting pissed off wont make me live a day longer.
It also tells me that being genuine all the time will only make you die faster. Sometimes, you just have to fake abit.

Thats why it is a lifelong learning thing.

2008-04-07T22:19:00.001+08:00

Speaking of which, i was asked to discuss the topic about “beauty” few weeks back. Like how people go to the extent of making themselves look beautiful.
We all know that only a lucky handful of people are born beautiful in this world.
Of course, i admit i m not born beautiful but its not my fault or anybody’s fault and theres nothing i can do about it. Seriously.
All i can do is to make the best out of what i have and if making the best out of what i have still doesnt satisfy some people then that people can go and die. really. HAHAHA.
Definitely, there will be times when i saw eyes on other girls that i desired but i know i gotta face the fact and love myself.
However, i often cheat on my own feelings. hahaha.

I guessed people are tempted by the results of going under the knife but holistically, i think its unnecessary.
People ought to understand the true meaning of beauty.
And people ought to know even if a surgery can change your social status, it will never change who you really are.
BUT i understand in this world, its difficult.
You know what i mean. Especially girls among girls.
Ultimately, everybody will age and the skin sags, the beauty will soon gone, body rots, whats left is a bag of bones.
Its you want people to remember your face or the things you did ;your personality.

Anyway, this topic is endless. Shant talk about it anymore. It is USELESS anyway.
NO BODY WILL SERIOUSLY CARE ABOUT WHAT I SAY.

All i can say is that those more attuned to the things of the soul see no one is ugly,
because they see the image of goodness in everyone reflecting the loveliness of the unique individuality.

2008-03-31T22:50:00.005+08:00

Y

im one broke BUT happy girl. (:

1 top.1dress.1bag.1 necklace.tons of makeup and styling hair .1 cute high heel shoe.
all these with my beloved gfs for graduation nite !

im feeling all happy and pretty with all the pretty stuffs i bought cause once in a lifetime i get to go for graduation nite will upload the pics soon...

thanx to my parents for being open minded to let me wear even though they are quite strict with me sometimes...parents always care for their children...despite misunderstandings...since nw i have buy so i shall make full use of them...going out wearing them...

surfing blogs and come upon a blog which show rp gal with my cousin who is a guy...cant belive this man..world is small indeed...

showing u steps on how to make nice n delicious pizza

2008-03-22T18:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,its public holiday and also staff outing..went to Chai Chee restaurant and eat with staffs...fun time together even though im not really close to them...bonding is important for staffs also rite...

last thursday watch movie with chai hui at Golden Village Tampines...watching slam movie..was fun movie to watch especially cute Machi Andrew..he grew so fast already his rap still the best...i like to play 3 on 3 basketaball like that so fun n cool...

many things have happen...wish gt time to read on travelling guides...last time went to beijing so now can i go to morocco instead...wish i can travel to switzerland one day also...luv pastries there heard its nice cause chocolates from there are the best in this world...too bad im nt eating chocolates alot anymore...just look and feel satisfied can...everyone is starting to be sick cause of weather...eat medicine people in order to avoid from being sick...

2008-03-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

Two weeks have passed...
many events happen...frens birthday party,have fun..
working is so tired sometimes but worth it.getting to gain experience...earn lots of my hard working money...applying into university and many stuffs

miss my classmates and no time for me to relax..thats what working life is about i guess,sacrificing ur own sweet time doing work and at least making new frens and colleagues...im feeling happy cause i meet new frens and colleague who are nice to me and willing to help me

attend my cousin wedding today(15/3/08). Her wedding theme is so nice which is Arabian Night and my favourite color is red. Quite romantic but her wedding dress is pink. does not blend that well. However i have to go off as i have something on that day.

2008-02-24T00:14:00.001+08:00

"Zindagi mein kuch banna ho, Kuch hasil karna ho, Kuch jeetna ho, To hamesha apne dil ki suno, Aur ager dil se bhi koi jawaab na aaye ... To apni aankhein band karke apni Maa aur Baba ka naam lo ... Phir dekhna tum her manzil paa sakoge, Her mushkil aasan ho jayegi, Jeet tumhari hogi ..... Sirf tumhari..."--

2008-02-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Dear NORMA BTE ABDUL RASHID,

Congratulation! You have fulfilled all graduation criteria and have graduated from Republic Polytechnic in AY0708 Semester 2.

The Graduation Ceremony 2008 will be held on the 26 March 2008 (Wednesday), and your full academic transcript and diploma certificate will be issued to you during the Graduation Ceremony 2008. If you are unable to attend the Graduation Ceremony, you can collect your documents at One-Stop Centre after 31 March 2008.

Please do note if you wish to get a copy of a letter of certification for your completion of your diploma, you can obtain a copy from One-Stop Centre today, 20 Feb 08 after 12pm.

If you wish to attend the Graduation Ceremony 2008, please take note of the important dates below. For more information about the Graduation Ceremony 2008, please visit the Graduation Ceremony portal (www.rp.sg/graduation).

i recieve this email saying im graduating...alrite...thanx god im graduating but some things are making me angri(WHATEVER)...
going to purchase graduation robe and now thinking should i work or apply university
ANYWAY everyone will meet again rite???
either university,outside(having coffee at some place or even work place)
told u people that it is small world after all
A GLOBAL world i should say

To all those who i know
LETS ACHIEVE SUCCESS

2008-02-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

im tired of finding jobs...this cannot that cannot..im damn piss off...so many things i wan to say here but i scare it will be sensitive to some...im fed up with life sometimes...

YA ALLAH only you know whats the best for me

2008-02-12T08:42:00.000+08:00

its already two weeks of holiday...went to Batam with family and relatives..have fun and buy stuffs..went to eat A&W, its been like ages since i drink rootbeer float..didnt take pics cause didnt bring my camera..WHATEVER!!!

having party at my brother open house...playing card games with my relatives..very fun time...still finding job,im bored at home,anyone call me if want to go out anyway im still might be going to SIM to see the progress...gt a feeling that many of RP students might hang out the next common place which is SIM university

reading Nurul AIn blog...Gosh...she still looking pretty lar..it will take me ages to be pretty as her...her wedding confirm will be wedding of the year beside Aaron Aziz wedding..Besides that anyone can help me do banner like Nurul ain type..

2008-02-02T12:16:00.000+08:00

Wooooooo.. it's da last day of school today. and i'm unofficially graduate cos havent really got my transcript and diploma certificate.

looking back on my 3 years of poly life.. i guess i've really learnt ALOT ALOT of things in this 3 years, in and out of school. No matter is social, personal or school.. time is spent meaningful i guess. People always say that poly life is da most slacked and enjoyable part of our life.. i say that my poly life although it's still busy busy but it's no doubt enjoyable and interesting.

Hmm.. let's do a summary list on da thing which i've gain/learnt:

- Determination
- The art of smiling
- Communication with different kind of people
- Building of good relationship with people who are once stranger
- IT & Business knowledges
- Many many good friends
- Well-trained presentation skills
- High adaptability
- Skills to smoke thru' things and people
- Classroom/office survival skills
- How to play hard & work hard

Polytechnic life really helps me to prepare for my future such going to University and working in future...

2008-02-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

THanx ZAfirah for being there for 2 FYP...u always there for me..even though we not close but we can crap during FYP...sharing FAmous amos cookies...will miss u

2008-01-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

DBSG song make me wonder what i belive in

things that i believe...
my religion- As a Muslim( very important issue)
my personal life-will be successful in personal and professional life
l0ve life-a guy who will l0ve me for what i am and long l0ve life
frendship-people who willing to cheriish me as a fren

i sometimes wonder why people hate other people for no reason...im not being sarcastic here but i dun like people create stories which are untrue about the person..YA ALLAH berikanlah kami menjadi umat yng baik dan tempatkanlah kami di syurga dan ampunkanlah dosa kami...

2008-01-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

heloo everybody...
hv never been update for quite long time
been busy with many stuffs
wed(16 Jan) is my is my FYP presentation!
haiz haiz...so nervous it start at 10.30 am
after presenting wait for my fren...ZAF for her team to present

Finally FYP2 is over...celebrating FYP party with my frens...

CE cleared.
Remember the days which i spend a lot of time doing FYP wit my fren zaf...thanx for being there for me...lets graduate together alrite..

2008-01-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

FYP is soon going to be over....submission of project onli left my presentation on this wed...scary but i will doa for all success...

A lot of things happen these few days...get help for codes from frens,hanging out with frens,having fun till late at nite...will miss these days since i will be graduating soon

2008-01-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

1 week has passed...many things happen
FYP, taking taxi to skool cause late already lah,

I check my for my library fines and guess what, i have to pay $7...WHAT THE!!!! i already return the book on time lah...i remember that i even renew the book...hate borrow book like these...$7 must pay will just think that im donating to the skool lah to be alumni...graduating sooon somemore

later will update more...

2008-01-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

FYP still haven finish yet...dun give up Guys...
Lets finish everything by next week

Many photos to show next time especially taken during 2007

keep waiting guys...

YEar 2008

2008-01-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

its already year 2008...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

many things happen...happy& sad events
Been sick for these past few days
many things haven finish yet such as FYP...pls god, let me overcome this hurdle and let me graduate with flying colours..

DOing FYP while hearing songs from k-pop, wish i can meet my idols one day...im dunno what to type sometimes as i cant type for words like people say stuck for words...

things that i will cherrish in year 2007
- having a great chalet with my current class(W66F)
-happy events such as outing,meeting up with my childhood fren(she's hot i must say) im nt gay ok just jealous of people who are prettier than me
-falling sick(doing major operation) thanx gdness im healing fast

2007-12-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

2007-12-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

2007-11-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

know you heart has someone
but who is that someone
you're always laughing and won't admit it
sometimes I really want to ask
from the look in your eyes
know if I have a share

Is that someone from your heart
of course you don't need to understand acknowledgement
just use the look in your eyes to approve
I can again
continue to go in a few minutes
find a reason to
wait for you to be from friends to lovers

Actually a few times
I wanted to open my mouth and say
love's flavor
is like a macchiato
sweetness to mark my heart
even if his hand only pulled your hand
only softly pats your head
fidgeting keeps following me

Rain just passed
this summer is obviously especially hot
when you smile at me
that time
the world suddenly stopped for one or so minutes
how do I describe that moment

Is that someone from your heart
of course you don't need to understand acknowledgement
just use the look in your eyes to approve
I can again
continue to go in a few minutes
find a reason to
wait for you to be from friends to lovers

Actually a few times
I wanted to open my mouth and say
love's flavor
is like a macchiato
sweetness to mark my heart
even if his hand only pulled your hand
only softly pats your head
fidgeting keeps following me

Rain just passed
this summer is obviously especially hot
when you smile at me
that time
the world suddenly stopd for one or so minutes
how do I describe that moment

Rain just passed
this summer is obviously especially hot
when you smile at me
that time
the world suddenly stopped for one or so minutes
how do I describe that moment

Love turns into a macchiato

2007-11-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

Many things has passes recently...mainly happy moments..thanx gdness

whatever it is...we still move on.

even we don't the world just move.

so many things happen these few days.....thinking about my future..frendship..family..other stuffs....thinking that there are some things that we cant control of....

recently this week, i didnt go to skool cause im having major surgery and need to rest at home...i consider it like having holiday...doing my FYP as usual and listening to songs..im bored at home sometimes...miss my class

my frens ask me what is my dream..thinking about my one of my dreams is to play instruments but i dunno how to play...
no matter what, i like playing instruments....my biggest dream is to play saxaphone....someone tell me that if u have a dream, go for it....dun waste ur time doing them and whats important is ur courage in doing them....do not think what people say about u.....cause in the end, u urself is wat important in this life....ur parents and those who are close to u will comfort u and also support in watver decision u make....believe in urself....

i will tell myself in watever i do.....GO GO Jiayou....MUST DO MY BEST....I CAN DO IT.....my dream is to be a great person with great happiness in life....will i get them in my future?? people always ask me what is my ideal boyfriend type..Okiee.... my ideal boyfriend would go like thiss

1* Luv me luv me SUPER LuV ME
PLease treat me as ur loved one

2* Someone I can lean on....
both physically n' emotionallly

3* Plz love whtever I love >reasonable of course<"

4* If you Love me , Plz dun try to transform me
I WILL change when i have to

5* You wiil have 10 points up if u are like Shan Junhao
or Dang Ou or have any gd stuffs maybe playing instruments(ya ... u know what i mean~)

6* Someone who's CARING n'
can always tell me the RIGHT thing to do

7* Someone who will always cherish our happy moments together

-* Se7en-*

2007-11-29T19:04:00.001+08:00

==== My Fantasy Love ====

One day the one I love brings me to a basketball court, and when we enter the court, there are 8 basketballs lying on the floor in a straight line. On each one, there is one word. So they say, "I love you and will you accept me" When I read the basketballs one by one, I shoot them into the basket. Then he says if the last one goes in, my answer will be YES. He doesn’t say anything else if the ball is out. I love this boy and I try my best but the ball almost goes in. As I turn around and feel disappointed, he picked the ball up and shoots it. It goes in! Then he says, “I am a boy who loves you and helps you to get through nightmares. No matter the ball went in or missed, my mind will not change. I love you."

Then WHAT??

I am touched and tears running down on my face. He holds my hand and uses his other hand to wipe my tears away.

Then, we both smile.

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..-my pr0mise t0 0ur L0ve-.
.-well i`ll always be there f0r y0u*
-when y0u need s0me0ne*
-well i`ll be that 0ne*
-well i`ll d0 all my best to pr0tect y0u*
-when the tears get me all right*
-well i`ll be the 0ne that`s by y0ur side*
-well i`ll be there*
-when y0u call me in the middle 0f the night*
-i will keep the rain fr0m falling d0wn int0 y0ur eyes*
-i pr0mise. i pr0mise i will.*
-when im d0wn and all al0ne*
-when n0thing seems t0 matter*
-when i l0se hope*
-when im sad and c0nfused*
-when everything i believed in seems untrue*
-y0u are there f0r me.*
-and i pr0mise t0 be there f0r y0u

10 October 2007

2007-10-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

Many things happen recently...fasting month,FYP, ce points still a bit more...I realise time fly fast indeed...during fasting month, i will be sometimes quiet as my stomach is painful not because of food but i usually will get gastric...CAN someone remind me to take care of my health once???

Sometimes im quite tired and feel that i wan to live in my own world where everything is good.

Some of my frens ask me why i didnt talk a lot sometimes...i dun wan people to have bad opinion about me and i hate when people create stories about and making my whoever close to me hating me just because im not close to them...They just jealous...

I am thannkful that i still have people around me and of course i am independent and get respect from people around me...
i wish to have a succeessful career in my life and also personal life...

24 Sept 2007

2007-09-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

Layer 1: On the Outside

name: N0rma bte Abdul rashid
birth date: 18 April 1987
current status: single
eye color: Black
hair color: Black
righty or lefty: righty

Layer 2: On the Inside My Heritage:
my fears: doing something that might make me feel ashamed
my weaknesses: Someone told me once that my strength is also my weakness, tolerance.
my perfect pizza: chicken&vegetables

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
my thoughts first waking up: What time is it.
my bedtime: midnight to 6am.
my most missed memory: nothing so far cause lots of them.

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Neither actually. TOO gassy.
McDonalds or Burger King: too many .. spoilt for choice!
Single or group dates: Depends.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
tea or Nes-tea: Neither actually...prefer plain water
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla( my fav )
cappuccino or coffee: cappucino

Layer 5: Do you…
smoke: Never
curse: try not to :)
take a shower: twice daily
have a crush: hell yeah.
think you’ve been in love: still learning.
go to school: yes. Viva La Republica. heh.
believe in yourself: heee..
think you’re a health freak: starting to worry about my weight.

Layer 6: In the past
drank alcohol: Never
gone to the mall: yes.
been on stage: Never
eaten sushi: Lots of Times
dyed your hair: yes.

Layer 7: Have you ever…
played a stripping game: no..

Layer 8: Age you’re hoping…
to be married: 25 perhaps.

Layer 9: In a guy
best eye color: brown.
best hair color: tanned.

Layer 10: What were you doing…
a minute ago: on the bed.
1 hour ago: on the bed.
4.5 hours ago: with my friends.
1 month ago: moving on with life
1 year ago: err.. motivating myself to do good stuffs.

2007-09-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally UPDATED!!

Its been long since i updated....so many things happen...having fun with my frens....hearing Secret OSt again ....hearing my fren playing the tune from the OST ....actually thinking of playing violin....wonder who can teach me to play very well....wanting to become like Owen Jing, a famous violin player.....or should i play Piano??

no matter what, i like playing instruments....my biggest dream is to play saxaphone....someone tell me that if u have a dream, go for it....dun waste ur time doing them and whats important is ur courage in doing them....do not think what people say about u.....cause in the end, u urself is wat important in this life....ur parents and those who are close to u will comfort u and also support in watver decision u make....believe in urself....

i will tell myself in watever i do.....GO GO Jiayou....MUST DO MY BEST....I CAN DO IT.....my dream is to be a great person with great happiness in life....will i get them in my future??

Liking someone or having crush on someone is hard to express words to them...i rather be frens with them and keeping secrets to myself sometimes...regarding as frens is the best solution i guess...

23 September 2007

2007-09-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

==== Masih Saling Mencinta ====

aku manusia yang lemah
maafkanlah bila ku tak bisa
menjaga semua yang telah
kita bina bersama

aku juga manusia biasa
yang tak luput dengan kekurangan
tapi ku tak ingin di duakan
apalagi dilupakan

# tapi apalah dayaku
semua tlah terjadi
namun kuingin kau tau
aku masih cinta

dan bila kau memang cinta padaku
janganlah kau pergi dari hidupkuku
dan bila kita memang saling mencinta
mengapa kita harus berpisaaaaah

bila cinta ada di hati kita
percayalah kita kan bersama

==== Hilang ============

hilang semua janji
semua mimpi-mimpi indah
hancur hati ini
melihat semua ini

lenyap telah lenyap
kebahagian di hati
ku hanya bisa
menangisi semua ini
hancur hati ini
melihat kau telah pergi

# langit menjadi
gelap berkelabu
menyelimuti hatiku
mengubah seluruh hidupku
mengapa semua jadi begini
perpisahan yang terjadi
diantara kita berdua

ku akan menanti
sebuah keajaiban
yang membuat kita
bisa bersama kembali
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2007-09-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

Its friday,one week pass already...New semester so far was good with all the modules that are interesting...great teams and classmates...
New semester means FYP 2 is starting already,need to do well in this semester(getting B and above) for my FYP,Daily Grades& UTs...
Ce points haven finish yet...PP poster still in the process...Soon, i will graduate from RP...time flies fast actually
Wondering where my journey will be after graduating..will it be University first or working,im really scare when i think that there are many things that i need to accompolish to be successful in our lives..
So many things that i learn today will be used in my future...

There are many things to do before i graduate,passing my CE,FYP,Daily grades& UTs to achieve good GPA...wishing i will get a good GPA in order to study in university..
My relatives have been asking me where i want to learn for my further studies..Will it be Australia or Singapore...If in Singapore,im still be able to be close to my loved& closed ones but if in Australia, i need to be independent person
Of course, we need to be independent but i feel that i still miss the feeling of home...i just dun wan to think about the university stuffs first...

I have to start on my FYp already...I need to finish my Professional profiling poster, and CE points...
Tomorow, i will be going to my grandma's house...Its been quite a long time since my family visit her...

21 September 2007

2007-09-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

i will be pasting my old entries...

9 july 2007

Its Sunday night,coming back from my grandma's house
I and my family including my maid went to my grandma's house and had fun there cause of my little cuzzies who make noise in the house
Playing soccer game with them. Eating food and ice cream...Everything is great
My auntie give me her punjabi suits...:>

Im still thinking of what should i wear for Hari Raya as i havent buy clothes yet...wish to wear Salwar or Punjabi defintely not baju kurung since last year, i wear already besides that I feel that wearing baju kurung for me makes me look fatter than wearing punjabi
Im trying to lose weight everyday and i know i should not give up no matter what happens.
I will always motivate and tell myself, i can lose weight and look beautiful as others. Thanx to my frens such as Wawa and others who motivate me to lose weight and told me;
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,ALWAYS BE CONFIDENT

*//Coming Econs UT would be a killaer. SO please study
Source;my fren and her facilitator

Fyp.....must chionggg already.
I have done my part and i need to keep up with my work...had to do codings and report
I feel bad because i get the codes for Asp net in Visual Studio 2005 not to be able to debug...Im going to do all i can to make it work...
Fyp deadline-30 July 2007
Dun Give UP

Hate sometimes when people who we dunno send something that we hate...lucky thing i manage to delete or dodge on time

Need to go for talk tomorow...Ce points haven finish yet....PP already been submit,Fyp still doing& Ce points haven finish
Soon, i will graduate from RP...will miss my classmates, frens and those who i just know(smile at them onli cause they are my fren's frens)

Pasting the blog layout today...Thanx WAWA for the codes....LUV U LOTS even though just know u...she helps me alot when im sad or thinking bad stuffs...helping me to relax even though we just know for a while...

these few days thinking of someone whom i had a crush on during sec...
miss u those days where we smile at each other,
staring at each other whenever we meet,
seeing u playing soccer and watching at the sidebench,
saying happy birthday and replying thanx,
calling u sometimes and we chat throughout the nite

Maybe u and me are now busy....me with skool stuffs and u with soccer...if possible, i hope that we still can talk whenever we are free...

9.30 am-4pm
I come early for class today(as usual).My marketing class is good actually.I realized something today.Everyone is tired today but Given a powerpoint to do,everyone wll finish it.
Finding resources and trying to find the target market for my part. Trying to outsource for accounting tomorow...not being lazy but fed up with the lessons. I guess these few days, im tired with FYP stuffs.
Hope that FYP will end soon and get good grades
Msn my teammates about FYP meetings...possibly will have on Wed,Thur and Fri...
Going for talks to finish my CE points...
PLS GOD, let me finish my CE points as soon as possible.

other than that, im proud of them...